take care...

My heart cant seem to breathe. This is guilt. I feel such an idiot for thinking that your the villain here. You are not. I am.
You are not even aware that I exist and yet I treated u unfairly. I dont know how to say sorry or at least extend my sympathy.
I know its too late now. Its too late to let you know that I am here for you...That i can be a friend.
I know this is not a good time to talk and be at peace with each other.
But I really care...
Even if you don't know me.Even if I dont know you..personally.
Hope you're doing okay...I know your friends will be there for you, especially him. You need him more than ever. And he should be there for you.
To help you get through this...To at least lighten up the burden...
Take care...



Hope this blog could reach you, but if not..i still wish you well...

and i also hope that this could somehow lighten up the guilt a bit...